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Mark this day please.

First things first.

To Bertrand, I'm sorry. Just wasnt in right state of mind i guess. But the sardonic thing holds still.

To Lyon, bro, you MUST stay strong.

To Ham, Advent Children is nice. Very. *squeals* Thanks. =)

To Gerald, Despite all the bitching and teasing, you rock.

So, today as i dropped from the train and was walking towards Coffee Bean, i realised something i've been overlooking all this time. Some stuff replayed in my mind as it finally dawned on me.

No matter how hard i deny it, i've never really moved on.

All i did was hold on. Take a stand and stay to it.

Even though i always tell people to let go and move on, i myself never really do that.

Defense is not the best offence. It's true that your defence protects you but then, no pain, no gain ya ? =)

I shall no longer be frozen in this time.

This is the start of the end.

The ice has started to thaw.

P.s. YOU. Yes if you even suspect that it might be you, most likely you're one of the ones i'm refering to.

You've been a great part of my life. Thank you for once being there for me. If you're still with me now, even much more thanks. If not, i really appreciated your support and love then even if i didnt show it.

For those who're still with me but are no longer as close as before, i really wish that you guys will come back. I miss that bond we once shared. Those jokes we once cracked. Those walks and laughter that marked my journey through those tough periods. I still love you. x)

Now, to those who left me. You guys really changed my life. No matter how short a period i've known you for, you did affect and shape me into who i am. I wouldnt even have gotten this far if not for your guidance and help. I miss you. Can we start anew ?